Friday, January 22, 2010

... silent ... Jan 23, 2010

From Dec 3rd till now ... I feel tat's something changing , last time he call me on everyday , either a day once time or twice. He had been told me he miss my voice when one day i didnt call he or he didnt call me. But now he call me less, we start talk less. Now we use to msg each other to keep contact, sometime when he msg me said he going to sleep, then I'll call he .. no matter just hav few words to say, but I still wan2 call he. Cause we already can't meet each other in this 2 months, I thought we can hear each other on the phone. After he start wok for his fren, we will meet each other less. Now I feel like he just a stranger for me. Maybe he though we hav not much topic to talk bout, so he call me less. But when I feel bored, when I hav nothing to do I hope he can accompany on the phone. But he told me he wan2 watch dvd, if I hav anything just giv he a call. I feel like he use to stay at home, why he can't watch it at other time. Everytime when I hear my msg albert I thought is he, when I hear my cell phone ringing I thought is he... But tat's not..!!
I feel like everything bck to the begining, now he make me feel strange, I don't know wat will happen when I see he afterI bck to NY. I know I'll be quiet n' quiet ...

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