I miss you .... Bro...

Oct 28, 08 _ Tuesday [ Rain ]

Bro. how r u ..? Time is too fast , I already leaved M'sia 10 months ago ... after one more week ... there will be 11 months....
There has too much feeling I keep in my heart .... Coz I dunno how to speak it out ... !!
I already forgot how many times I cried tonight .... T _ T
Bro. I miss you ... I really miss you ... I feel confusing .... there has no one can shared my feeling here ...
In here I dunno who to trust .... there has too many fakers here ....
Here has no one I can shared my feeling to ....
I dunno how to continue this ....
Bro..

... Silence ...

Oct 27, 08 _ Monday ( Clear )

今日我如常去番工... 放咗工也如常搭subway番屋企..!! 唯一係我冇去restaurant揾我parents... Coz 我唔鍾意呢個"半人間"....呢個name係我俾佢哋gar...!! 我覺得好Suit佢哋... 我覺得佢哋個個都半人半鬼.... 見人講人話; 見鬼講鬼話... 呢個name勁襯佢哋...
They are fakers .... usual talking Lies ... There has no one I will trust at there...
They are Evil for me ..... They all are liars ....
我唔想去到對住佢哋呢班fakers.... they make me feel uncomfortable & disgusting ....
I straight away walk back home .... I feel good when I hav no need to go2 tat "半人間".... ; P
At least I hav no need to pretend / act in front of them .... ^ _ ^ ....

沒有你

賴在床上 望着你曾躺過的地方

仍殘留着你的氣味

落了糖的咖啡 還是苦的

放了調味料的杯面 還淡而無味

我望着這空蕩的空間 感覺孤單

每個角落還殘留與你的回憶

要忘掉你 我需要多少時間

要習慣孤單一個人 還需多久

和你的合照 已給我藏在某個角落

無奈 我仍忘不了和你的點點滴滴

還沒習慣沒有你的生活~~~

我 [ Jan::2007 ]

我需要甚麼 我很清楚

我為人如何 無須别人替我講太多

看見的听到的 未必是事實眞相

相處過 才眞正認識 我

我也不想理 更不想知太多

我只想繼續做我 要快樂地過…

别人怎看我 我不理

我只在乎我如何看待我自己

别人怎說我 我無所謂

好或壞 我只能說声感謝各位

好的 我当礼物送給自己

壞的 就讓我在刻薄中學㑹如何寛恕别人

現今的我 不再像過去那麼傻

别人的話 再也難不倒我

不再任意制造煩惱給自己

我已遠離那綀缚

現能大力地呼吸那自由空气

無可否認 現在的我比過去活得更快樂…

或许

或许 我等待的人就在面前

或许 我正尋覓的人就在与我伸手的距離

或许 我喜歡的他就近在咫尺

奇跡每分每秒都㑹出現

或许 我等 待的人㑹在下一秒岀現在我眼前

或许 奇跡㑹发生在我身上

许多的或许 因我們無法預知未來…

唯有帶著希望向前走…

容忍係有限度㗎...!!!

你哋好了wor..!! 一次又一次喺度bother我... 我唔係來entertain你哋㗎...!!! >.<

一個人ge容忍係有限度㗎...!!! 你哋煩唔煩㗎... 我眞係覺得你哋勁無聊lor..!!! 你哋幾嵗人ar.... 仲搞埋D咁無聊ge嘢....

有customers又唔去serve, 你ge boss請你番嚟玩㗎..? 唔怪得知, 我每次online見到D customer's reviewed咁寫la.... " food ok, Service very RUDE " ....

今日嗰server, 好搞唔搞.... 走嚟搞我ge Boots... 眞係勁勁勁.....無聊...!!! 佢走嚟pull我boots ge Belt.... I already felt unhappy of 我boots ge belt ...coz嗰belt 有少少problem.... 佢仲走嚟pull多幾下.... 我頂...!!!

我好angry咁, 講咗句: " 你白痴㗎..!! " 其實我係無心咁話佢... 但我當時眞係好angry.. Coz佢每次都搞埋D無聊嘢....!!! 眞係煩到.....

我唔出声唔代表我唔介意... 更何况我有warning過佢...!!!

Except this guy ... 仲有另一個無聊人... !!! 佢喺kitchen ge.... 呢個人仲勁勁無聊... every time when 我企喺嗰counter的時候... 佢就㑹喺後面丟D嘢出嚟....!!! 忍.... 有一次... 咁gam 我要行去kitchen ge 方向... 佢又喺kitchen度行出嚟... !!! 佢見到我... 佢對住我 : " su...su .." 當我狗咁... !!! 我快回佢一句.... : " 我唔係狗wor...!" .... 呢個時候佢知佢已玩大咗....!!! Coz 我唔鍾意D人... 同我講多两句, 就喺度lan熟咁...!!! > . <

Actually there has many made me felt irritating ... I goes there just bcoz of my parents... Now I think I'll be seldom to go2 there .... or I wont spend long time to stay there ..!!! Coz there has a lots of " FAKE " ppls... and Irritating ppls....!!!!