Winter Dec, 07'

怀念...

眨开双眼 你已消失于我眼前

紧紧抱着你睡过的枕头

怀念你把我拥入怀里的感觉

好想再次紧紧抱着你

再次的感受你的体温

怀念你牵着我手的感觉

再次感受那温暖

怀念你轻轻吻我额头感觉

好想再感受那温柔

无法忘记这一切

多么怀念有你的日子

还假装你没离开过

但你没有出现过

好想知道在天国的你

过得好吗？

回想当天

带着不舍的眼泪离开

也带着心里的秘密离开

时间怏得很

要忘记的 已忘记了

该放弃的 已舍弃了

需改变的 已转变了

一切都做到了

很快 一年后的今天

感觉自己比过去更成熟了...

cute

系saturday果日，我一个人走到
Century21度shopping，系我买完野行返屋企的时候！经过city hall park，就甘我就走入去影相。点知影影下，俾我发现有2只松鼠系我面前走来走去。呢两只松鼠唔惊人之外，它地都几识摆pose.当我准备要影它地的时候，它地会定晒形，俾我影它地。好cute架。。。

My 2nd BirThdAY Present....

This is a BirThdaY present from my dAddy ... it's a surprise from he...
2day I just same as usual ... after finish work then back home ... when I go2 restaurant to find my parents....
Suddenly My dad giv me something ... When I saw the Logo on the shopping bag ..... I feel damn happy ...
Coz it's something I hope to get ..... It's a mini Classic Digital Camera .... ^ _ ^ ..

还在... 12/2/08

原来还没.... 忘记

还没忘记...你

还一直藏在.... 心底

多么的秘密

原来还在等待

还在原地徘徊

不曾离开

原来还在期待

还期待你的爱

就算继续等待

也不会得到你的爱

最后这故事还是空白

沒有更改...

逃避_ 12/2/08

怎么了 看着你们的合照

心里感觉难过

过了好久 还以为做到了

已忘掉了

其实一直在欺骗自己

假装已放弃了你

假装不再爱你

其实一直在逃避...

我D Boots ..Boots大嗮冷!!

今日我終于買咗對Dr.Martens ge Boots ....^ _ ^ .... 等我來嗰Boots...大嗮冷!!
就由Low prices到貴 ...

Must Buy ...!!!

This is a S/S 09' Milan & London collection Book ..... US$ 32 ...

X-Ray films... [ my back bone ]

Last 2 weeks I went to took X- Ray ... for my whole back bone ... but I just got the X-Ray film tODAY ...!!!! ^ - ^

I miss you .... Bro...

Oct 28, 08 _ Tuesday [ Rain ]

Bro. how r u ..? Time is too fast , I already leaved M'sia 10 months ago ... after one more week ... there will be 11 months....
There has too much feeling I keep in my heart .... Coz I dunno how to speak it out ... !!
I already forgot how many times I cried tonight .... T _ T
Bro. I miss you ... I really miss you ... I feel confusing .... there has no one can shared my feeling here ...
In here I dunno who to trust .... there has too many fakers here ....
Here has no one I can shared my feeling to ....
I dunno how to continue this ....
Bro..

... Silence ...

Oct 27, 08 _ Monday ( Clear )

今日我如常去番工... 放咗工也如常搭subway番屋企..!! 唯一係我冇去restaurant揾我parents... Coz 我唔鍾意呢個"半人間"....呢個name係我俾佢哋gar...!! 我覺得好Suit佢哋... 我覺得佢哋個個都半人半鬼.... 見人講人話; 見鬼講鬼話... 呢個name勁襯佢哋...
They are fakers .... usual talking Lies ... There has no one I will trust at there...
They are Evil for me ..... They all are liars ....
我唔想去到對住佢哋呢班fakers.... they make me feel uncomfortable & disgusting ....
I straight away walk back home .... I feel good when I hav no need to go2 tat "半人間".... ; P
At least I hav no need to pretend / act in front of them .... ^ _ ^ ....

沒有你

賴在床上 望着你曾躺過的地方

仍殘留着你的氣味

落了糖的咖啡 還是苦的

放了調味料的杯面 還淡而無味

我望着這空蕩的空間 感覺孤單

每個角落還殘留與你的回憶

要忘掉你 我需要多少時間

要習慣孤單一個人 還需多久

和你的合照 已給我藏在某個角落

無奈 我仍忘不了和你的點點滴滴

還沒習慣沒有你的生活~~~

我 [ Jan::2007 ]

我需要甚麼 我很清楚

我為人如何 無須别人替我講太多

看見的听到的 未必是事實眞相

相處過 才眞正認識 我

我也不想理 更不想知太多

我只想繼續做我 要快樂地過…

别人怎看我 我不理

我只在乎我如何看待我自己

别人怎說我 我無所謂

好或壞 我只能說声感謝各位

好的 我当礼物送給自己

壞的 就讓我在刻薄中學㑹如何寛恕别人

現今的我 不再像過去那麼傻

别人的話 再也難不倒我

不再任意制造煩惱給自己

我已遠離那綀缚

現能大力地呼吸那自由空气

無可否認 現在的我比過去活得更快樂…

或许

或许 我等待的人就在面前

或许 我正尋覓的人就在与我伸手的距離

或许 我喜歡的他就近在咫尺

奇跡每分每秒都㑹出現

或许 我等 待的人㑹在下一秒岀現在我眼前

或许 奇跡㑹发生在我身上

许多的或许 因我們無法預知未來…

唯有帶著希望向前走…

容忍係有限度㗎...!!!

你哋好了wor..!! 一次又一次喺度bother我... 我唔係來entertain你哋㗎...!!! >.<

一個人ge容忍係有限度㗎...!!! 你哋煩唔煩㗎... 我眞係覺得你哋勁無聊lor..!!! 你哋幾嵗人ar.... 仲搞埋D咁無聊ge嘢....

有customers又唔去serve, 你ge boss請你番嚟玩㗎..? 唔怪得知, 我每次online見到D customer's reviewed咁寫la.... " food ok, Service very RUDE " ....

今日嗰server, 好搞唔搞.... 走嚟搞我ge Boots... 眞係勁勁勁.....無聊...!!! 佢走嚟pull我boots ge Belt.... I already felt unhappy of 我boots ge belt ...coz嗰belt 有少少problem.... 佢仲走嚟pull多幾下.... 我頂...!!!

我好angry咁, 講咗句: " 你白痴㗎..!! " 其實我係無心咁話佢... 但我當時眞係好angry.. Coz佢每次都搞埋D無聊嘢....!!! 眞係煩到.....

我唔出声唔代表我唔介意... 更何况我有warning過佢...!!!

Except this guy ... 仲有另一個無聊人... !!! 佢喺kitchen ge.... 呢個人仲勁勁無聊... every time when 我企喺嗰counter的時候... 佢就㑹喺後面丟D嘢出嚟....!!! 忍.... 有一次... 咁gam 我要行去kitchen ge 方向... 佢又喺kitchen度行出嚟... !!! 佢見到我... 佢對住我 : " su...su .." 當我狗咁... !!! 我快回佢一句.... : " 我唔係狗wor...!" .... 呢個時候佢知佢已玩大咗....!!! Coz 我唔鍾意D人... 同我講多两句, 就喺度lan熟咁...!!! > . <

Actually there has many made me felt irritating ... I goes there just bcoz of my parents... Now I think I'll be seldom to go2 there .... or I wont spend long time to stay there ..!!! Coz there has a lots of " FAKE " ppls... and Irritating ppls....!!!!

New ....✣ _x'tina_‟由”樂園_✣

September 17, 08 ( Wednesday ) 

feel great to have a new blog here ... I can post all my feeling here ... ; )